No news is....???

We've heard nothing about court yesterday and Baby S's parents didn't show for their visit.

It was easy last night to go have dinner with friends at one of our favorite places and forget that the smiling girly that everyone stops to speak to is still in a precarious situation.

It was easy to go home. Easy to have a bath, book, and a bottle.

It was hard though to lay her down in bed (ahem - pack and play) and wonder if that is the last night we will share our little routine.

So we lingered on the couch a little longer. Watched Bubbie working on the computer. Pretended that the baby really cared about the CMAs. Shared some extra snuggles.

If fostering is teaching me anything it is to appreciate everyday. Every moment. Not to take tomorrow for granted.